Discouraging news today

I had a follow up appointment today and found out that they’re going to send me to a specialist because my doctor feels that we’ll go through several more miscarriages before we’re successful, and that’s if we’ll EVER be successful.  She feels we were lucky to have lost this one so early since I have a much higher risk of loosing around 18-24 weeks 😦  I feel quite discouraged today.  She brought up adoption, which Donn and I have talked about before, but it’s just not the same and not something I’m feeling very receptive to today. 

We’ll see what the specialist says.  My doctor has one patient (out of her several with this condition) who has been able to carry full-term.  A fertility specialist removed one of the uteruses, though my doctor’s not sure how much that helped.  It doesn’ talways.

Praying hard today.